Bulimia Support Group
Things have gone majorly down hill in 2 hours I've purged and cried for an hour I feel so sad and alone how do you cope.
I hate how literally everyday I wake up saying that I'm not going to binge&purge but then end up avoiding food all together just do I don't. Then by dinnertime I am so starving I end up doing it. Every Damn Day. I can't take this anymore!
I'm hungry. .really want to eat but have been fighting it. I know once I start im in for a night of binging and purging.
I have the hardest time controlling myself at night time. I always binge at night, before bed. Its awful... I wish I could stop.
Really struggling today. Incredibly frustrated by my lack of progress. Thought I would be done with this ridiculous eating disorder. Feel so defeated and as if I will never be free.
Really really struggling today. This is probably the biggest binge and purge session in the past 2 years. Its just.. I can not stop today. I have no control. Why am I so weak? I use to be so strong.
Today I was supposed to be good. I binged and ate multiple times and the worst part is that it was Easter and I did it while my family was over. I had no control. Today was a really bad day