Bulimia Support Group
Had 2 Eggs 2 Pieces Bacon Coffee Hash Browns With Cheese ANd Mushroom 2 Pieces Toast ANd A Waffle wanna puke
I need to puke. But I'm at a place where I cant. I feel sick. I want to have the courage to slit my wrists. Instead I overdose on my meds but not enough to make me die, too cowardly for that.
It feels so pointless to be alive. Bulimia was the only thing giving sense to me, but I suck at that too - can't get sick enough, can't get rid of it either. Nothing to do, nothing to enjoy. No point in being here.